Silence in winter

silence! a noise that reminds
me of everything i’d been through
“damn this life “i said
but what could i do


year is drawing near to its end
as the winter breeze put coldness
to my hurting “hard” heart
soaking in pain. again !

‘thought that i “moved on”
from that pain they inflicted me!
but no. i was wrong !
wound was still left here uncured.

those gaseous ball in the sky
won’t count every of my cries
nor the sand in the beach isn’t enough
to fill out my emptiness inside.


i don’t want to be this way!
i don’t want to fall astray!
yet i’m blind now! a dark day!
seeing all black not even gray!


wishes will be left as nightmare
as promises were broken
and trust was so in a sudden.
all to believe with is nothing!


living is just part of death!
you’ll just live and that’s it.
no such happiness, ‘ just that
too much hurt is not to be felt!






silence! a noise that reminds
me of everything i’d been through
“damn this life “i said
but what could i do


year is drawing near to its end
as the winter breeze put coldness
to my hurting “hard” heart
soaking in pain. again !

‘thought that i “moved on”
from that pain they inflicted me!
but no. i was wrong !
wound was still left here uncured.

those gaseous ball in the sky
won’t count every of my cries
nor the sand in the beach isn’t enough
to fill out my emptiness inside.


i don’t want to be this way!
i don’t want to fall astray!
yet i’m blind now! a dark day!
seeing all black not even gray!


wishes will be left as nightmare
as promises were broken
and trust was so in a sudden.
all to believe with is nothing!


living is just part of death!
you’ll just live and that’s it.
no such happiness, ‘ just that
too much hurt is not to be felt!