Stock between thoughts

It’s been bothering my mind, those
whispers inside without any rhyme
It makes me so confused
And afraid of what I might lose

Confused of picking the best answer
Or at least have what is better
But which should I point with my finger?
Would it ease if I choose eihter?

I know there will be tomorrows this day after.
But I’m afraid that I may be stock here forever
If I choose with what they told me is better
And forget a bit of what I wrote in a letter.

I am loss and I am stock with fear
Still got no signs to help me out of here
Would I walk the path through the practicality
Or have the stairway up so my plans wont just be a fantasy!