Untittled 2

here i am again running!???
chasing the sunlight
yet swaying left and right
like a drunk party man
not knowing which way to go…

I know of things that are right
yet it still goes to my mind
would cutting myself
end all these “questions”
I hate to …but……………..


before, they told me they love me!
” we do” they said…
but do things just goes on as
i think?( that they don’t)
or I’m just numb hearted to feel

*now*……

They told me for how fool,
for how cruel my heart was!
please!!!!! I know right!
but you made me these remember?
a plant with malignant juice,so evil!

to sum it all! to end my letter poem!
let me use these words!
I give up!…now i do!!!
i’d fought for so long
yet I lose just before the dawn!u