Agony of losing the feeling of pain.

…another piece:another sleepless night…

How to heal myself?
to replenish the energy I lost
that the heart is fully shurken to its cell and veins are now spiralling out
like illussion of shades and darks.

Really ‘on my last leg, consumed by the pain Excruciating! yet almost numb.
So torturing, my havoc of thoughts engendered unabating hunger and thirst.

Can I still revivify this life? Again, Now, and for Aye!
For I cannot flee from the past, nor can I walk an inch forward.
I must now neglect all toxicity,
thy immaturity,
And unlearn the trauma that thoust had foisted me.

A heart cannot walk away, won’t choose to at least
Yet this mind needs its peace
to recover my wholeness, now or just never .

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