Untitled life

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reason for posting- NONE
emotion- NONE
life status- a little LESS….. read it if you want!
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When hell is home
Yet night still cold
I am alive, I am numb,
and I am dead, too.
how to end this game?
It keeps going like
I am being played
With a foolish mechanics
Of life……
A life that seems lifeless…
‘guess dying is a gift
‘guess, cutting an artery
will hurt less-not so long,
no so excruciating ,
‘guess it will make me feel
a little more.
just like I am still living…..
as if I really lived.